Care package <3

This literally brought me to tears, thank you so much Rachel, Kevin, holly, Hudson, grandpa, and Kim!! <3 this definitely made my day! I cannot thank you guys enough!

God will always help you

Verses

Kelly and Krystal's surprise party :)

On Saturday, Kelly's boyfriend (dakoda) and I threw a surprise party for her and her twin sisters birthday! :) it was lots of fun, we watched movies and had yummy food and it was just a good chill time :) before they got there Dakoda wrapped me up so I was part of Kelly's present! :P

Breaking dawn part two :)

On Friday night a group of my friends went to see breaking dawn part two! It was a really good movie, but some of the people took it one step to far and were clapping at some of the scenes... I am definitely not a "twihard"

Little update

Just found out from my doctor that I don't have detectable serotonin in my body! No wonder I'm depressed alot, the amazing this about this is in on a anti-depressant that is supposed to raise you serotonin levels! Good thing I switched to a different one... But I still need to figure out what's wrong because I was on Prozac 40mg daily when I took that test!

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Church :)

The one thing I try to make sure to go to every week, Wednesday night church :) I get to see all my friends and I get to hear about God, it's the perfect combination! It makes me so happy :) for one hour we have small group with all my favorite girl friends and then we join the rest of the high schoolers for worship and the message, they even play dubstep to the worship songs! I love it there :)

Walt Whitman

Be curious not judgmental <3

What I do when I'm bored

So since I spend most of the day just laying in bed, this is the latest thing I've found to occupy my self with :P

ER Visit

This morning, I went to the ER because I was dehydrated and had a horrible migraine (yes i know these two things are related) I've also been having insomnia because of the dehydration, but hopefully things will get better after this!

A prayer

I almost cried reading this it's so true to my life right now...

Pain

It never goes away, it may be a less intensity or in different places, but it always there. No pain meds have helps yet, the sauna helps a little, baths don't help, the only thing I can do to get away from is it sleep, and I haven't been able to do much of that even though I'm tired all day.