Not so Normal

They past few days have been interesting, I wouldn't say worse then normal, but horrible in a different way. My physical symptoms aren't as bad, I'm still not able to walk for periods of anything close to a normal time period. My emotional symptoms tho... I'll go from feeling completely numb, depressed, wanting to give up, so tired, and just down to being really anxious, not wanting to sit still (even thought I can't do anything else physically) not knowing what to do but freaking out, finally had to take some melatonin and pain meds that I know that put me to sleep so I could get away from that horrible feeling. I know it doesn't last long, but it is a break. Hoping this will pass... Nothing can describe what Lymes does to not only your body but mind.