A coma

That's what I would like to be in right now.. So I don't feel anything, no emotions, no pain, no nothing... I don't know for how long.. Maybe till I leave for Florida (warmth! Sun! No stress! (I hope).... maybe till summer (sun! Friends! No school! Four queens!) .. Maybe till I'm healed. (I cant wait for this one!!) It sounds so nice. No overwhelming emotions and choices to make, no pain, no nausea, nothing. I want to be strong.. But I can't, I'm weak, it's who I am, I'm sensitive, to everything, I'm not lying or being negative when I'm saying I can't handle this. I'm being realistic. But since being in a coma is unrealistic, I'm hoping God will bless me with a looonnnngggg uninterrupted nights sleep! Bye y'all :(