Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Physical yet very emotional process

Lately I have been having a horrible time with my emotions. Ill either be extremely depressed/numb feeling and just want to lay in bed and do nothing, or ill be extremely anxious and feel like I could jump out of my skin, it's absolutely horrible :'( sometimes I think it rather have the physical pain than this emotional roller coaster, but what's even worse is when I have both... NOT FUN!! no one should have to go through this horrible disease.

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  1. I'm so sorry, Noelle. I think most of us have experienced something like this at some point in our illnesses and you're right; it's no fun whatsoever. Hold on sweet girl! God cares much about your suffering. Praying and sending (((hugs))) your way.

    ~ Michelle

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  2. I am sorry beautiful princess! Love you so much! We will survive. And Michelle is right, God is with you even when it feels like He is not!!

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  3. Thank you <3 and I understand that all this emotional stuff comes with any chronic illness but I had anxiety and depression around 2 years ago, and it's definitely NOT fun having to deal with it again /:

    And I love you too mommy <3 I try to remember that he is always there for me! And so are you <3 thank you so much for being so amazing

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